College sucks so much right now. Its too easy and the coursework is wayyyyyy too easy. Sure, there's alot of coursework to do by the end of the year, but truth be told, I could quite easily finish it all in like two months or something. Not hard to do in the slightest.
I feel like I'm surrounded by incompitent fools, its aggrivating to say the least. But I do have some really good friends, shame they're all on other courses though :/
I hope things cheer up towards the middle of the year -.-

Its never usually hits you until the last minute. Until the pieces of the puzzle that have only just come together break apart again, but its the story of our lives, mine, and everyone elses I guess.
I dunno, I'm just in the mood to ramble I guess, so whatever, a close friend of mine and some more of their friends are moving out of the country next April, so that doesn't really give me alot of time to be with them. But I'm going to try nonetheless because I don't have the life-capacity to lose friends at such an early stage.
We're probably all going to be separated at one point or another, but just like the last time that happened, I guess somehow, or some way, we'll find eachother once more.
I'm going to be moving away too, leaving everyone behind and starting over. I suppose its not the end that counts, just the beginning really. I like new beginnings and hate endings, endings, goodbyes and the latter are always so damn depressing. Beginnings mean a new, fresh and possibly, life changing start. Its a good thing, or its a bad thing, only your pure determination, will power and own personal views can determine how you live your life.
You're not living it by fate, you change your own fate and can live your life as you want it to be, noone can control you, stop you or hold you back from doing anything, unless you give into them.

I'm quitting rp soon.
I have too many things going on to replace my real life with roleplaying.
I need time to -MYSELF- and actually doing something with my time, other than sitting around on the pc, talking to hypocritical, whining bitches that are just here to give other people shit. Its pathetic, and I'm sick of everyones attitudes towards eachother. I'm not naming names, because we all know who they are, and I'd be a hypocrite myself, if I didn't say that I'm sick of the person I am when I'm roleplaying with those people.
So whatever, its personal development time and I'm gonna improve myself ~BLAHBLAHBLAH PREACH!~ Yeah, well, whatever, I'm just sick of people judging characters or not talking to you because you're not "Jrock" enough, COME ON. 99% of roleplayers are fucking emo,whiny caucasian females anyways, -YOU- are not "J-rock" enough, stop pretending to be something, or someone you're not. Can't you guys just be yourselves? You don't have to pretend to be something. Eh, whatever, I'm wasting my breath, none of you fuckers take advice anyways.

Friendshit.  Friendship, is pretty important to me I guess :/ Actually very important, as man can not live alone, or whatever the shitty saying is, anyways, I love my friends, don't get me wrong, I truly value them and their lives more than my own, but I'm fucking sick of FAKE FRIENDS. You know, the ones that pretend to be your friend, then fuck you over in one way or another. The ones that pretend to be there, but when the going gets tough, they just flee like damn sheep being chased by lions. . . and wolves... and a fucking huge T-rex that can smell their fear.

Something along the lines of friendship, RELATIONSHITS.. Relationships... ugh.. seriously, I've had enough right here, right now, I'm pretty bored with the whole 'attachment' scenario, its really annoying how you have to have a significant other to move on in the world. Its a sad thing that you're considered not wanted if you haven't got a faggot clinging onto your waist and watching over every single move you make, seriously, free country my ass.

Roleplaying used to be fun :/ But now it sucks because all people care about is fucking you over, fucking you over, fucking you and fucking with other people around you. Where the hell is the fun in that? It was fun in the beginning, but now, I've realised, I'm not the only person that feels as though myspace RP is being torn down by a bunch of faggoty n00bish rpers that don't know where to draw the damn line. I'm not saying I haven't started shit before, because everyone knows I have >_> I just haven't started shit in a LONG time...

I could continue this rant on anything I wanted, but the truth is, it would be pretty fucking pointless, I'm going to go back to writing my story now, possibly post later, even though noones gonna read x]

I just got very bored today, well, okay, like twenty minutes ago or something and decided to put my boredom into creative use x]
Not like its very creative to piece pieces of your face with random other peoples, but whatever x] Favorite face = x]
YEAYUHHH.. Anyway, since everyone practically bums LJ I decided to give it another shot, third time lucky, right? x]  Currently listening to the cheesiest song in the world and drinking orange juice, which is more fun than it sounds, or whatever, my piercings are healing up better too now, which is always good *A*. I'm supposed to be getting three more soon, one on my left ear and two on my right, just to even things up a bit. Its easier to move around now, I don't end up catching my face on my pillow and waking up with blood stains on my face and sheets. Which isn't as good as it sounds :/
    However, apart from the sucky shit of piercings, cleaning, bleeding, pussing, crusting.. all the yummy stuff :x, my mum is taking me to get some badass jewellery XD YAY MUM~ Anyhoo, I'm getting my hair re-done today x] Extra layers of bleach all over my head ;O So yah, gonna wrap up my stud ): Poor thing barely sees light of day as it is.. Yah.